All over the guy

This is actually part of yesterday's post, but I think it was drowned by the more prominent and interesting events at the coffee night.

As I left my condominium last Saturday, the guards asked “Pergi dating ah?” (Going for a date?)

I said, “Ya, pergi dating.” (Yes, I am going for a date.)

A few steps later, he asked, “Dengan awek?” (With girlfriend?)

I smiled politely and left.

Duh! CF has been seen so often with me that, unless the guards are Neanderthals and blind, it’s impossible that they don’t know.

His blue Proton car comes around the corner almost everyday, stops and I come out of it after ten minutes. This has happened since we started going out. I have even brought him home twice.

Oh well.

Initially, I do get a little uncomfortable when I am in CF's car, as we drive past the guard house. CF parks the car a little further away from them and I spent a long time couple of more minutes before getting out.

Of course, I have to be wary of peeping eyes. There are times when I couldn't give him a goodbye or goodnight kiss; either because it was bright daylight or there were passersby.

Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve someone like him. I look into his brown eyes and I could almost feel the love emanating from them. I admit that he is more into me than I am to him, which on one hand I am really grateful for, and on the other, I think he deserves better.

We have our differences in opinion, but we haven't had our first major argument yet. I don't look at disagreements as something bad; they are part and parcel of a relationship. In fact, if there is none, I would be really worried.

Here's to many more wonderful and incredible moments!

[All over the Guy is a gay-themed movie.]